March 2010
So much for every day...
Yeah, said I would write every day. Definitely didn’t happen over spring break. Hell, I am late on my video too, which might get done right now because I will be sitting in the airport til 5ish. My flight was at 4…so much for that.
Spring break was lots of fun. I already miss being at home though. My bed, my friends, my parents, and all that good stuff. A lot of talking happened, a...
Brain Back in the Blender on Full Speed, Day 5
Math final tomorrow. Was going to study today. Didn’t. And now I am scared I won’t be prepared. And instead of studying I am writing this. Go figure.
Talked to him tonight. Thought I would make another list to help clear my head. I have no fucking clue what I want anymore.
Reasons to stay away
1. I am down in San Diego. He is not.
2. Not having to worry about how I act around other...
Brain not-so-much in a Blender, Day 4
I had my hum final today and based on my predicted course, I figured that my brain would now be thoroughly beaten to a pulp. But surprisingly, it’s not. Yes, the final was annoying and a pain. But it wasn’t that bad. And as soon as I walked out and saw that my last essay, which is worth 25% of my grade, got a B, it was like the heavens had opened up and smiled down upon me and said...
Brain in a Blender, Day 3
My brain today has actually started to solidify again. Today was actually really okay. Slept in til 10:30 for the first time all quarter on a Tuesday. Had lunch with Mel. Went and studied in that giant space ship on campus. Quibs came and poked around for a bit. Then had dinner with Mel and a long conversation on stuff, which was fun. Then went walking with Quibs and had a long conversation with...
“I’d marry again if I found a man who had fifteen million dollars, would...”
– Bette Davis
Some random guy is laughing...
Melanie: it's just so funny
Sanaya: I know. I wonder what he's watching
Melanie: Me too. Its killing me. MUST KNOW.
Sanaya: You could ask him. he's not bad looking. just sayin
Melanie: nah. naw. nay. please. i go after unavailable men. not single guys studying in geisel laughing at their computer screens.
Sanaya: You're right. That's the way to go. If they are in a relationship, they are obviously good at being in relationships.
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Brain in a Blender, Day 2
Had my chem final this morning. I can never tell how those things go. I walk out feeling neither confident or devastated. My brain is putty now. Almost gelatinous.
I’m stressing now. Not because of finals. Yes, because I’m talking to him again. I had a few days off. I wasn’t the happiest, but it was easy to forget. And he keeps telling me that I have to face him and this issue...
Brain in a Blender: Day 1
Today is the first day of the last week of the quarter. We’re past dead week. This means we are officially into zombie week. CLICS is inhabited by a host of sleep-deprived, sweat-pant wearing, hollowed out shells of students who have sold their souls to Mephistophilis in order to pass their finals. I’ve been sitting among them for the past 8 hours trying to study chem with little to...
“Hollywood always wanted me to be pretty, but I fought for realism.”
– Bette Davis
Now for something completely different...optimism!
I promised myself I was going to post tonight. I promised myself that much, because I felt like such shit yesterday and I’d like to post at least one thing per day so I can keep track of myself. But after playing rockband, going to see a show, hanging out blowing receipts at TapEx, and playing a very long game of settlers, I am in much too good of a mood to be self deprecating or depressed...
WatchKirsten posted this. I think it’s beautiful. Disney meets Aeon Fluxx and they’re both dropped into a Salvador Dali painting.
“People often become actresses because of something they dislike about...”
– Bette Davis 